I’ll be carrying these scars for a while now,

Not deep enough to last forever,

but they’re deep enough to change the weather

We were together

The mirror’s been telling me to close my eyes

Every time I bleed, I lie

Told myself it’s fine,

That’s alright, I won’t fight

They remind me of my hopeless nights

Then you burned me and I felt warm and light

I can’t feel the singe beneath my skin

Only the ice that melts sometimes

My arms and stomach won’t look the same

And when I see those painful kisses, I just see your name

Never wanted to be branded

Don’t think I told you where my heart is

Didn’t think you’d leave me here stranded

Please tell me where my heart is

I can’t fucking find it

Maybe I misplaced it,

When you were busy smoking

Or when put that ember out on my heart,

Maybe it shriveled to up

Then you were ashing

And somewhere in between, I lost myself.

Somewhere in between, I hurt myself.

They’re not deep enough to last forever,

But they’re deep enough to change the weather.